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Thursday, November 30

lonG timE no blog le.... hmmm... y leh? a few reasons... lazy + no mood + nth much to blog about.... hmmm.... din do much thing special during these times... except for going to CREATIVE to work at the warehouse sales.... the shirt provided beri beri nice.... kept wearing it.... hmmm... was working at the membership counter.... quite fun but tiring... alot of customers signing up 4 new membership + alot of problem customers... haiX... but overall quite fun.... good learning experience to add on to my current customer service.... bought a $39 2.1 CREATIVE speaker home... then change le... then sound simply ROCKS man!!! hahaX.... hmmm... then went back to sch on mon then got to book out the camera for AVFE lesson.... beri interesting... hahaX.... then stayed back after sch do UED website.... din start anything coz of the CREATIVE work... then do on mondae.... do until about 7+ 8 then go home wif ivan... then reach home about 830 like tt... shocked to c mama home le.... she came home early tt dae.... 530 reach home le... then go bath le then listen music awhile then go slp le....

next dae wake up go sch do presentation 4 the UED website.... then after tt go makan then AA lesson.... then after tt went clementi meet derek go jp buy thing.... then walk walk abit then went home le.... went home then wan play PSP then found out my PSP wierd wierd 1... then on it then go check... NB... VERSION 2.82... fuking bro... go update my PSP..... then he reach home scold scold scold until he jialat jialat... still wan tok back.....

2dae.... morning wake up going bath... then style hair... then found out some1 being using my wax... NB.... him again.... he reali testing my patience.... soon soon... then went sch have lesson.... then do UED report then went jp wan meet elfin they all... but by 530 like tt.... which mean i reach jp for 30 min le... still no1.... dulan then went home le... then after tt kwong ann ask mi go altec house... then 745 went over then after tt about 10 + gernald came then went makan supper.... then go back altec blk there tok cock abit then went home le....

during these time... din reali sms her also.... scare she will angry like b4 coz i keep faning her.... then when 1 nite i sms her good nite then i din reali expect her to reply.... but hor... the next thing i noe i got her reply... quite happy when i saw it.... the first nite which i slp so soundly.....

PS... Feng... if u c this... i wan tell u tt everytime when i sms you.... i always look forward to the reply... althrough some time to no avail.... but i noe sometime is u reali busy din reply... i noe we are not like b4 le... but i reali hope wht i wish 4 will reali come true.... if giving mi the ability to turn back time... i promise u that i will nv do the same thing i did 2 u b4....

伸出手继续勇敢付出我的爱
1:00 am

Monday, November 20

hmmm... slowly gaining back my mood... but still as bad.... hmm.... it's being less than 1 week since then saddest thing happen... hmmm..... fridae went 4 my medical checkup... early morning 6+ wake up le... prepare then go out le... on the way to the bus-stop... got thing wierd wierd empty empty 空虚 feeling... just feeling it all the way to taking the bus n the train to redhill... then change bus to 145... alight at thw wrong stop which is harbourfront.... dots... -.-".... then took a cab back to CMPB... about 5+.... went in... go thru the security check... lock my hp in the locker... then go CMPB check up le.... the stations inside shall not blog about them... in summary can say is quite fun... heheX.... then finish the whole thing about 11.... then took cab back to sch for IS.... IS is still beri fun and interesting as normal.... hahaX... then after IS went back home to rot....

saturdae... hmmm..... wake up 1+... then online while... then look look rot rot abit then went back slp again... then went bath about 6+... then just came out then elfin sms mi 2 go out.... at first still deciding not 2 go out le... haiX... then nvm.... then get change then went out lo.... no mood to eat... so din eat anything much also.. then about 11+ then went gernald blk then tok cock.... then after tt elfin going pioneer mall meet chen yan... then tag along coz later going meet derek hang out supper.... then go mac there tok cock lo... then about 110 like tt.... went under derek blk w8 4 him.... *as he request us*.... then go timah there eat.... then tok cock abit then decided go pioneer mall continue tok... then about 4+ then went home... bath then went slp le...

sundae is working dae.... went late for work.... then after awhile about 12+ derek called and say... KNN.... i c wrong my checkup date.... is 12 DEC.... not NOV.... wtf? then he say come down meet mi eat lunch... ok lo... then i forget bring thing out... then ask him help mi go my house take.... hahaX... waikit and allan wif him also leh.... so still ok... then they reach.... went to walk walk c wht 2 eat... then end up go eat long john..... haiX.... long john the bullets to kill the chicken is being more experience le ba... dunno y the chicken so small sial..... undergrown... hahaX.... eat le then went back shop then c beri crowded..... wth?... then saw gary inside like beri stress n piss off like tt... i noe he piss off coz i went 4 the break too long le.... then say sorrie 2 him.... then continue work lo... then the others three inside just disturb disturb abit awhile then went off le..... then continue work lo.... then about 5+ big potato came down pass mi the DEATH NOTE comics... then jiu went off coz he got something on.... oh ya... forget to say... coz Xmas is coming.... then my shop decorate for Xmas liao... then got this 金三顺 pig then they put a Xmas hat on it sial!!! then so cute... hahaX... then decided take photos wif it sial....

Am i cute?

getting rdY 4 XmAs....

cutie pig + mi...
* but wht i hope the pic is taken wif u*
then work is as normal lo.... then went home about 10+ then bath le jiu slp le.... haiX... nowadae easily tired.... dunno y....

2dae is sch dae.... went sch 10+ reach about 11+ 12....then go lecture... ivan not coming ask mi help him to sign his attendance.... then after lecture go makan.... makan finish then went to lvl 4 lab to hand in my AVFE assignment 1.... then about 2+ kaibin call mi 2 pass mi the DEATH NOTE poster which he manages to help mi get.... *THANKX KAIBIN*.... then when i went back class then the presentation starts... then present as normal.... then after tt david gave us some time to modfiy our work abit to get a better mark... then modify abit le then hand in... then after tt have to form groups 4 the other assignments..... then... hmmm.... got things happening here n there... dun wish to blog it... hmmm... then w8 4 kaibin then go clementi change 99 go home....

PS. NO MATTER HOW SMALL THE CHANCE IS... I WILL NV GIVE UP.... I WILL W8 4 U.... FENG... WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU....

伸出手继续勇敢付出我的爱
8:18 pm

Thursday, November 16

last niteX totally cannot slp... coz reali is too sad le... i always thought i can 放得下 a relationship... but now i totally found out tt it is reali reali difficult.... beri beri hard to 放下 the relationship....

this morning went bath at 615 like tt... then took cab down to her blk there... then waited for her.... sms her saying i currently downstair... then she came down then we started toking... quite a long tok we had i must say... but in the end... total saddness.... haiX...

then she going her fren house do project... taking cab also.... w8 wif her for cab b4 taking 947 to interchange change bus go sch.... reali broke down and tears realli r dropping... reach sch... then find a place in atrium then set down on laptop.... then chat wif frens online awhile... get advices here n there... therefore... i decided tt i will re-jio her again to gain back her love n her trust...

PS to Feng.... the photo card we took together i always bring it wif me wherever i go to..... always tinking of the good times we have together... i noe wht i say now is already too late le coz i had already hurted u... but i will not give up on u... no matter how small is the chance... i will still try... i promise u tt i will change... definitely... for you.... love u lots always.....

伸出手继续勇敢付出我的爱
10:17 pm

Wednesday, November 15

2dae marks the end of my 3 month 1 week + relationship... actually i reali being a real BASTARD in this relationship... at first i am like dun care hack care n wht so ever... then after 3 months i then realised tt i being a total BASTARD all this time.... then when i decided to change for her... it's totally too late le... haiX... totally my fault for being so bad at the start... haiX... wish u luck in finding a better guy.. alot better than mi 1...

JaPst3r HAS BEING A REAL FUCKING BASTARD ALL THIS TIME...

伸出手继续勇敢付出我的爱
10:13 pm

Sunday, November 12

hmmm... thursdae got nth much 2 do... go sch do practical le then went off jp meet elfin makan.... then about 9+ went home le... nth do sial... then slp early tt dae coz tml lesson at 10....

fridae is the most intereating dae... heheX.... have both interesting modules and lecturers le then went library do the UED storyboard.... when doing.... found tt jem got 1 interesting thing in his file sial.... hahaX... "Licence to bullshit"

nice sign.... LICENCE TO BULLSHIT
then about 3+ went off le... then i go work at plaza... reach about 4 like tt, but i work at 5... went arcade play 1 game... then go walk here walk there... then went back shop rot awhile then start work at 5.... work work... rdy to work.... hahaX.... Warcraft 3 voices.... called elfin they all asking where they about 8+ n from my phone they like cnanot hear anything.. WTF? my phone is going spoilt le... sadd.... then use sembawang phone call them... they say they at PS... then i ask if wan mi go down find them after work... they say they not staying late... ok lo... then after ahile went 7-11 buy sogamilk drink... then c the pocky then decided to buy... then got promotion... 2 for 1.85... bought 2 lo.... then went back shop eat....

Pocky+Vitasoy
then after work went home rot.... w8 4 them online then play Dota dotA a round then i go slp le....

saturdae slp slp slp until 2+ wake up.... hahaX... becoming pig le.... wake up.... online.... check email... then andrew call ask going out anot? i also not sure.... then i called elfin he say he in jp le... then went prepare go out... wore a long sleeve wif my jacket outside.... then spike spike hair then went take bus to jp meet elfin.... call andrew ask where is he and he wan eat anot... he say coming down now... ok lo... then rot in arcade awhile more then andrew called ask mi go GV c if long q coz he watching show later wif cha bo.... hahaX... then he reach... bought the tiX.... then after a few games then go eat eat.... have western food.... fish n chips.... eat le value shop buy drink then play awhile more.. then andrew say he going watch movie le then elfin and mi follow behind wan jio who the cha bo... heheX... then jio le went comic connection... then after tt go home le... then i at home play PSP then alan online then we play kong kong online... hahaX... nth to play le..... play until 2+ then went slp le....

pic of mi b4 going bath.... heheX... 2dae.... dun noe whether going out anot.... just wake up about 1+... then nth 2 go... elfin sms mi say later he going dinner at jp about 7... he now going PS work the UGC.... heheX.... then i reply him saying c how... hahaX.... dunno yet.... when the time reach then say....

伸出手继续勇敢付出我的爱
1:24 pm

Thursday, November 9

mondae sch dae.... after sch went work.... coz last time not enough ppl.... then work work lo.... then er fang called asking if can borrow her laptop coz her laptop reformat no ms word 2 use 4 her report.... then i got called some1 asking him things 1... then tink he last min totally cock up then nvm lo... then i finish work le rush home then took my laptop and pass er fang at her house there.... then went home bath le then slp le...

tuesdae is like normal sch dae lo.... skip morning lesson.... wake up about 1030.... reach sch about 11... meet her go have lunch together... then after tt go down square.... then tok tok awhile then she go her lesson then i went meet simon they all..... the gang... heheX..... then after AA lesson is fine... finish le meet kai bin then went home le.... kai bin go 4 his cca training... i reach home makan instant noodles then watch tv..... then sis ask where my laptop... she wan use... dots... then i sms er fang ask if i can get my laptop back anot... ok lo... then i went down about 10+ get my laptop then back home... bath le then use net awhile after my sis use... then went slp le.... coz 2dae have to wake up early leh... 7+ to go work...

hmmm.... 2dae skip sch to go work at HQ.... morning wka eup 730... bath then go out le... the train journey is long & slpy... almost fell aslp on the train.... then meet ah hui at yio chu kang station... then took 72 go HQ.... then start work liao.... unpack stock do stock pack stock... tt wht basically wht i'm doing... then about 12+ ah hui got called down to thomson plaza to work... then left mi 1 person 可怜可怜 over there to do the stocks for VIVOCITY.... yesh ah... sembawang opening 1 outlet in VIVOCITY... n i am going over there to work liao... muhahaha..... can work more liao... then can earn more.... haha.... oh ya... got called up to cfm the working at creative warehouse sales during 23-26.... heheX.... more jobs more jobs... wan earn lots or money.... save save save... heheX... some pics taken from the HQ when working.... oh ya forget 1 thing..... i din eat my lunch at all 2 do the stocks... heheX.... HUNGRY HUNGRY....

可爱 hor? cutie taper wif my earphones...

messy table... mean we got do work 1 hor....

unfinish stock.... still got so much sial....

haha.... then about 6 thomas going off le... then he ask wan go out together... then he going his ah ma house at commonweath.... then he long pang mi there lo....n then i take train back to jp meet elfin eat dinner....the train i tink reach clementi ba... then got this 2 fuhua sec cha bo-s board the train.... then they are standing near to mi... i am like listening to my JPody *(aka IPod)... then they look normal lo... average looking... then they are like toking toking and looking looking at mi sial... ??? then i dun care lo.... i just smile smile then listen to JPody.... then reach jp le... then my cabin is in front of the lift... guess wht?? they went down the train first... ok... then they went over to w8 4 the lift... then i just walk past them go over the stairs there the w8 4 ppl clear abit first..... then i go down.... hmmm.... when w8ing... then i notice tt the 2 gal gal come over also... then w8 beside mi.... then when going down.... some how they went down first.... then when they tap out i am behind just tap out also.. they are like keep looking at the back dunno looking at wht... then reach jp le.... i go take elevator first... then behind is abother 2 gal gal... nvm... the 2 gal gal just now is right behind the 2 gal behind mi.... i went 2 third floor they also third floor.... dots.... mayb is i tink too much le.... heheX..... then went into arcade find elfin... then end of story le.....

have subway coldcut trio 1 feet permasans bread wif extra vege regular set meal.... heheX.... hungry hungry.... makan finish went back arcade play abit then went off le.... hmmm..... here a pic i take myself before cutting my hair.... pose cute cute 1.... hahaX....

hahaX... act cute.... can give mi some comments also... hahaX... dun reali noe how to take nice photos of self...

伸出手继续勇敢付出我的爱
1:59 am

Monday, November 6

thX so muCh tt my flu is slowly gone... recovering from it soon le... sch at normal... nth much... work is getting more jialat each week.... working hrs keep on getting lesser and lesser... haiX.... *any1 wif jobs can intro mi? * feel like getting another part time job...

fridae work after sch... at first thought is 530... finish IS about 3... then decided to follow the others go "update" game list... heheX... help elfin bought a FFXII english version dvd.... then cc abit more then went take 184 to plaza.... reach about 4+ 5.... so happy... thought starting work soon le... then realise saying i START WORK AT 6..... WTF??? OMG!!! then went to game master chat wif the staff... played his NDSL awhile.... NDSL roX man!!! tink will save up 4 one.... heheX... then work at normal lo.... finish work about 945... go jp meet elfin pass him the game... then reach home about 11 like tt... 1 round of dota... then went to meet 'Zhou Gong' le..... =X...

sat work half day also.... 5pm.... morning got woke up by mother say want go market anot... ok lo... wake up prepared went out.... long time no market wif my mami le.... then buy things le... eat breakfast... then went home... reach home about 11+ 12.... went to pass all my waste materials out.... then use the net.... read email and found a new way of tie-ing my shoelace sial....

after tie-ing then went take a nap... wake up about 315.... then went prepare then go work le.... then sms lawrence asking him meet where coz later going out wif him.... then end up meet jurong east entertainment.... bought a green tea from mac then sit outside on 1 of the table waiting... then end up meet them about 11+.. then some problem cock up then end up reach the pub about 12+... the pub is in tanjong pager area called red pub..... chinese is called 红坊区 (hong fang qu).... then went to in to drink lo... then found out say actually they closing soon le.... wtf... then drink a few glass then went off le....

derek got sms saying wan to eat supper... then decided to meet them at chinatown the porridge there... then from the pub take cab down lo... then eat eat chat chat tok cock then reach home about 3+ 4... bath le then go slp le....

2dae morning wake up then decided to get my hair cut.... then reach 2 way salon about 2+... my appointment at 230.. but i started about 215 like tt... cut short.... then highlight copper and brown color.... total about $76 like tt... then went jp meet elfin they all for dinner... then after eat play game abit then w8 for ivan come.... but the others went off le.... then went down together meet altec they all tok cock outside coffee bean.... then about 11+ went off... reach home 11+ also then went bath... then now blog le.... lucky tml lesson is at 12... so can slp later abit... heheX.... will stop here le.....

伸出手继续勇敢付出我的爱
12:51 am

Friday, November 3

你最近不说话

怎麽了为什麽

是不是有什麽事让你不快乐

听说你最近很孤单

有点乱有点慌

可是我却不能够在你的身旁

你想要的

我却不能够给你我全部

我能给的

却又不是你想要拥有的

我们不适合也不想认输

好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭

你常解释这样的一切都只是开始

我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束

不想再约束

不要再痛苦

下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部

我能给的

却又不是你想要拥有的

我们不适合也不想认输

好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭

你常解释这样的一切都只是开始

我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束

不想再约束

不要再痛苦

下一次会有更好的情路

这一次我们都能很幸福

伸出手继续勇敢付出我的爱
2:07 am

Wednesday, November 1

hmmm..... haiX... now down wif flu... haiX... cannot be as hyper active as b4 le... sianX... nvm... will try my best to recover fast....

2dae, wake up about 11... then suddenly rmb... shit... my lesson start at 12 sial.... not at 1.... haiX... the niteX b4 mix up wif thurs timing.... haiX... then decided to take my time slowly... skip the AA lecture 2dae... reach sch about 12+... went atrium bought sandwich to eat... breakfast.. then slowly walk to class.... had a short dae 2dae... finish ECAD... then stay back awhile to do WISP... then meet allan take bus go home ... raining damn heavily.... was playing psp on the journey back to jp... sms elfin ask if he going jp... then reply saying dun noe... then decided to give jp a miss and went straight home....

reach home.... on laptop... then go wash leg... then find my medicine 4 flu.... then have a hot milo and some biscuit b4 taking the medicine... after eating... then went to use the com.... da jie then called mi on the phone to ask mi about editing photos 1.... then i tell her send mi the photo i help her make... then she online msn then send mi.... help her designed the promotional pic....

i must say 2 u all... reali.... the desert she selling damn nice.... her shop is located at toa payoh area.... contact mi if u wan the whole address... heheX....

then suddenly feel damn slpy... must be the medicine start to take effect le.... then went to slp awhile.... wake up about 10+ le... then went bath... then eat abit then blogging le.... then now start to feel slpy again le.... haiX... but b4 tt.... a game of dota first.... heheX....

伸出手继续勇敢付出我的爱
11:37 pm