GatEs oF heAveN

MIA MissinG iN acTion

2007-06-02T17:23:00.000+08:00

beEn so laZy to bloG... haiX.. y am i so laZy? dunnO... quite a feW things haPpen...

higH feVer of 40.4 degrees... wrking at creative warehouse sales... slackinG at homE.... meeting frEns go ouT...

hmmm... nth mucH too... creAtive waRehouse sales is fun... meet up wif frens long time no c le... heheX... was like slacking n disturbing ppl around... lolX... like being paid to slack... lolX... meals are provided there... to mi anything will b ok.... so will not comment on the food.. after wrk is home sweet home to slp... nowadaes easily tired... haiX... "brought" a set of creative shirts home... nice nice design.... bought a ZEN stone for deAr deAr... bought a whiTe 1 + blue skin on it... nice nice... then uploaded songs into it... hope deaR deAr likE it... bought a earphone for myself... sound is great... lol...

zeN stonE... small buT powErful...

hmmm.... then is the class outing to sentosa underwater world.... celebrate jeremy b'dae also.... heheX... heri did a dive inside the pool (*is tt how i call it?) then entertain us abit.. lol... actually wan jeremy to go 1... but end up only age above 21 then can go in wor... sadded... then went over a booth n did a tattoo... nice nice... hahaX... after tt went the pink dolphins... then after tt went back the bus station waiting for the others... heri is missing... ??? went to search for him... then finally found hiim... he had a fall n inured his chin... haiX... then off we went to harbourfront food junction makan makan.... yongjia join us over there... then is go vivocity slack abit b4 going off home...

tattoo tattoo mi... heheX...

PS* sPecial mSg to qIqI dEAr dEAr
if deAr deAr u even reAD tiS... hmMm... i noE aloT of things r bothering u.. making u beri beri 烦... then i been a bad bf also... instead of sharing ur load but end up adding on to ur 烦-ness... so sorRie... haven't been a good bf.... hmmm... just hope tt u r happy tgt wif mi... tt all i hope... lovE u always... muackz...

deAr is siCK

2007-05-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

heaRd frOm dEar's kor koR say deAr deAr siCK le....

haIX... deAr deaR sayAng sAyanG wor... Sorrie... dunNo u siCk le.. then liKe stiLL botheRing u likE tt... soRrie... rESt wELL... rmb takE ur meDicinE oN timE... elSe... i wiLL taKE oFf from my wrK comE taKE caRe oF u le... no joKin... geT weLL sooN deAR... thEn can mEet up n gO ouT tgT le...

Muack mUAck!!

poSt 4 deAr dEaR

2007-05-12T01:44:00.001+08:00

tis is a special post for my dearest dear dear...

Dear, if u c tis post... i just wan u to noe that i love u lots n more each every moments we r together... althought din get to meet up much... but tis the thing u wan u to noe...

u r a beri understanding dear.. understand mi lots... hope we will be togther long long... heheX...

lookIng forWArd to mondAe whiCh i cAn meeT up Wif u...
muacK muaCkZ!! lovE u deAR!!

(^ v v ^)~>

2007-04-30T20:08:00.000+08:00

hAha... baCk to bloG... beEn buSy wrkinG... finAlly a rEst weeK le... beinG so broKe coZ leaRninG cAr licence.. so bo bian have to keep wrkinG...

receive mY ns enListmenT leTtEr few daEs ago... 14/09 BMTC sch 2... hahaX... so iT's time 4 mi too? haiX... already quite late compared to other frens.... june & july... haiX...

not much hapPening at wrk laSt week eXcept on fri whIch i weAr my gOthiC seT to wrK... no maKe up... buT jusT drEssinG up... aloT of stuDents got a shoCk/scare whEn they enteR the stoRe... hahaX... but only tis 2 ITE gaLs' reaCtioN inteRest mi aloT... maKe mI lauGh... i tinK it's about 2+... i waS insidE the cOunter doinG some stuffs when one of them camE... she came in look at mi then i look at her back... then she like got a shock/scare ... jump abit then went out oF the shop.... (*by the way she is only at the doorsteP)... nvm then... then a few moments latEr her fren came in... same reAction... then i was like huh?? -.-... then they wenT acroSs storE headinG downstair lAughinG... then da jiE baStard abiT ask mI to baNk.. then i wenT down alSo... was behinD the 2 gals... then at firsT theY din noTice dAo wo... then one of thEm jusT so happen tUrn baCk sAw mi then reacH thiRd flooR le... then thEy quiCkly moVe asiDe whilE i juSt continUe mY waY down... hahaX... Dots... then afTer tT timE & timE goT stuDentS lookiNg at mI wierDly lo.. hahax... afTer wrK wenT jP meeT the OtherS plaY 1 rounD of PoolS then wenT ofF le... thEn booN lAy suPper.... hahaX...

ssaT n sUn wrkinG at junCtion 8 thE wizQubes... nTh muCh hAppen onlY to noE anoTher promoter wRkinG ovEr thEre alSo... by thE waY is a guY... hahaX... liVe in weSt aRea likE mi liKe tt... hahaX... lucKy theN timE paSsby quiTe fasT.. run ouT of haiRsprAy so mY hairstyLe is like WTH!! haiX...

2dae iS COMA DAE... hahaX... COMA COMA = SLP SLP... hahaX... slP at 4am tiS morninG... wakE up at 1.. gEt a biTe theN wenT baCk slP... (*soRriE lYnN fOr thE wieRd wIeRd typO eRrOr smS u rEceivE) hahaX... finAllY an oFf dAE... so reSt aloT... hahaX... then cleAR so spACe to dOwnloAd somE 8gb stuFfs.... haIX.. so biG!... hahaX... thEn mABeL-chaN asK mI go do somE tesT... quiTe fUn... diD 1 up mySelf... try iT ba eveRyonE... (*sorRie tT i onLy sCored 80... no 100, mEan i sTilL duN noE enOugh lO) haahaX.....

hahaX...

2007-04-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

2dae is just another wrk dae for mi... wrk wrk wrk.... normal wrk... nth much also... but 2dae time pass quite fast... but sales isn't beri good 1... haiX... gonna get nag by manager again....

being reali broke... top up for my bbdc acc to book the theory lesson... fri i'm going for my first lesson... YEA! finally... another step towards getting my licence... hahaX...

2dae got scammed by an old grandma... she is selling joss stick la... i was outside the shop chating wif andy when she walk over n say in chinese... ah boy la... ah ma 2dae haven't sell a single pack or tube wor... can kindly buy 1 from mi... i din sell any so no money to eat n no money to take cab back... i will not come back to here le... i already call n book the cab le... n stuffs like tt la... seeing her like quite pitiful i just buy 1 tube from her la... guess wht the price? $16 sial... damn exp lo... WTF? then after she left i felt so cheated... but nvm ba... i also trying to help an old grandma... HaiX... ejnd up making myself broke sial... haiX.... i din tink much... just hope tt being good will land mi something good in return... like? dunno... just hope something good will come to mi in the near future ba... haaX....

then after wrk went boon lay meet altec n kwong ann supper supper.... hahaX... they ate nasi lemak while i just had a small 甜品... hahaX... left about 11+ then went straight home... bath n blog... hahaX... then was browsing thru kristine-chan's blog when i found tis test quite fun... hahaX...

Never Date a Capricorn

Somber, demanding, and freakishly logical. Emotions? It's not clear that Capricorn has them.
And while it may be flattering for a Capricorn to be serious about you, bad news: they expect you to be super serious in return.

Instead try dating: Aquarius, Gemini, Leo, or Virgo

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

u all should try it also... seem fun... hahaX...
WHERE'S MY AQUARIUS, GEMINI, LEO OR VIRGO?????
hahaX.... dun reali believe in tis kind of things... just believe when ur fate have arrive it's had arrive... u cannot escape from it... so i will just take things slowly n let nature take its course...

BUT actually i already met tis ARIES.. who is she? hahaX... let hope she the one fated? hahaX... let nature take its course ba...

piSseD ofF!!!!

2007-04-23T02:20:00.000+08:00

hmmm... wht can i say? total pissed off wif my family...

sat n sun is wrk at westmall.... sat is quite ok... sold 1 set of the wizqubes... hahaX... except the time passby beri slowly le.... feel like years... then after wrk went jp meet the other go boon lay eat supper.... (*to mi is can say lunch+dinner+supper coz din eat anything since morning)... eat le then go altec house slack play game until 2+ went home take bath then slp le....

sun... haiX... morning wake up normal go prepare go wrk... bath finish n get dressed then had milo + biscuit for breakfast... since it's still early... set down to watch tv abit... then found out tis watch of my bro is the same as my except of the color ... WTF???? 1 thing about mi is tt i dun reali like ppl to copy mi la.... copy abit still ok... but copy 一模一样 wht will u feel? tink about it.. my bro's shoelace do the same as my... buy the same watch i buy... wear the same style as mi... wan style same hairstyle as mi... WTF????? damn du lan... then the chocolate liling-chan gave mi for X'mas got missing too... was always in the freezer when one dae i found out it's missing... i bet should be my bro also... 1 beri fuX up attitude of his is tt when he did something wrong... he will not admit to it unless we catch him red-handed... damn piss off... then story dun stop there.... then after tt coz last nite at supper receieve a miss call from tis number... called back then ask who called my number... normal correct? then after tt the person on the other line ask mi who i am... then i reply saying i'm guoqing la... who is looking for mi.,.. then she reply saying r u guorong or guoqing? then i say i'm guoqing... looking for mi for? then she say she din look for mi wor.... dots lo.... miss call mi say not looking for mi... nvm... then since she still can say my bro name... i guess should have something to do wif him also... then also i ask him nicely saying u got a fren wif the number 9183****, then he dunno WTF shout here shout there tt woke up my otousan... first thing otousan came out n ask.... wht happen? then i just say wht happen lo... then end up wht the result? i got scolded in the end... WTH??? i'm scolded when i'm not even in the wrong? dots.... then swallow the anger down my stomach... wore my shoe then went for wrk le... wht a bad morning... then took bus reach westmall also late... then no sales 2dae also... fuX up.... after wrk went jp meet the other for dinner.... (*again i din eat anything after breakfast)... then went home took laptop n stuffs to gernald house to ton.... monday got wrk also but i dun care... not enough slp not enough lo... then i took my "turtle" bag out then told my dad tt i go ton... morning then come back... he saw mi taking such a big bag then ask... go ton need bring so many things mah? i can cfm wif u alll tt he thought i'm gonna run away from home...

u all now may tink tt everything is just i'm kicking up a big fuss or wht... but just tt i wan make it known to my family say how unfair they r... c... my dad like my bro better... then my mother like my sis better.. then wht i get? SHIT!!!! nth... everything i wan i have to fight for it myself or earn it myself.... the other 2? pa~ i wan tis... okok... here the money... WTF? nvm it's ok.... i will earn it myself n get it wif my way...

*PISSED OFF*

shoULD I...?

2007-04-19T12:41:00.000+08:00

hmmm... been busy wrking... hahaX... being so broke... somemore i going take my driving lessons n stuffs... mean i will have to wrk harder... HaiX.... frens... if u r free n wan come over disturb/visit or wht so ever, feel beri beri free to go so.. heheX... address is bukit panjang plaza lvl 4... heheX... sembawang music... but of coz the correct time when i am wrking also... heheX...

sun + mon is wrking dae... sun at least is of more customers which mean more things to do... but mon is different the opposite... hardly can c customers around... HaiX... mean beri beri sianX liao... emo fa dai day-dream eat walk walk... u name it i'm doing it in the shop... haiX... hmmmm... time seems like passing like years? so slow... YAHOOOO!!!!!! hahaX... reach home about 10... then altec msn mi ask if i receive his msg? i was like.. the whole evening + night din receive anything... then finally i found out say tt some problem btw starhub n singtel... i can't send to him n he can't send to mi... WTH??? so since evening i been msging lynn then i din receive a reply... i thought something terribble happen to her... so worry... Xp... then end up msn her n ask then found out the problem... dotS... then went supper wif altec at boon lay wet market... bought some drinks n sit down chit chat... the usual topics also... HAIX... tt some1 la... haiX... if u noe who r u la... i therefore will wish tt u will change for the better... else frens will be like leaving u slowly... rmb tis... haiX... reach home about 2+... chit wif lynn awhile more about tues thingy then went slp le....

TUES!!!! wake up 1030 went bathing... then get dress then went jp take train to cityhalll... arrange to meet lynn for movie at 1230... reach at 1230... hahaX... when i reach sms her asking where is she now... then she reply she will be late... n apologise for it... (*nvm it's ok) hahaX... then finally met up about 10 mins later? tink so... then went marina square to c wht show can we catch... have some problem finding the cinema at first... hahaX... (*okok... we are marina-noob).. finally found it... then decided to watch the reaping at 210... it's like about 1+ hrs only... then went LJS to eat... chit chat abit... walk walk window shopping abit then went in for movie... the cinema is like... empty? dots... since it's a weekdae n so early... so i tink no1 watch movie also... hahaX... THE REAPING is quite nice... got scare at some parts(*hahaX... noob)... but overall the show quite nice... hmmm... after tt went for toilet break b4 going go suntec coffeebean to slack drink coffee drink drink...while in coffeebean... altec msg where am i n stuffs la... disturbing mi la... then i shown the msgs to lynn... she was like... hahaX... y ur frens like tt 1... hahaX... then i reply back disturbing him also... hahaX... then left coffeebean about 6+ then walk around b4 going to raffles city... then went sembawang c if got any1 which i noe... then end up desmond thomas n michael were there.... hahaX.. long time no c them le... then found out say michael n thomas no more wrking in SMC le... haiX... then chat abit more then went food court wif lynn to eat dinner.... finish dinner then sit down chat abit then went walking about... then left raffles city about 915 like tt.. then send her under her blk... then went back to jp meet the others... reach about 10 like tt... then go for supper again... chit chat again.. hahaX...

wed... wake up like 1+... then was like beri beri blur blur... then msg lynn morning greetings.. hahaX... then about 2+3 went back slp again... wake up by altec at 4+ but still suffering from wake up blurness... hahaX... then after ending the phone... sit up... trying hard hard to shake the blurness off... hahax... went bath.... then get dress style hair then meet altec until my blk b4 walking over to jp... reach jp meet kwong ann n elfin... hahaX... then elfin saying his gf later coming... so will not b wif us la... hahaX.. okok.... went to buy present for calvin... b4 going to pool... then after tt went back arcade cc watch watch abit.. then went outside saw kwong ann dunno wht happen.. then ask him go eat he say he going home le... mood swing... haiX... then mi n altec went food court eat curry chicken... hahaX... then ivan sms to meet us... then after we eat finish then went downstair meet him... then after tt walk walk play play abit 9+ went home le.... but mi n altec went boon lay chit chat la... hahaX...

2dae... wake up 10+... online msn chat abit then later still got wrk at 3... haiX... bo bian... let hope things will get better 2dae....

some photos: (*chao zilian... taking photo almost everywhere i go... not much also...)

toilet toilet!!!

sportlink!!!

sportlink again!!! close up!!!

难道我又我又初恋了
不可能我又我又初恋了
可是真的真的初恋了
这一种 Feel

但是庆还是寂寞的
寂寞の庆

coZ oF u

2007-04-13T23:06:00.000+08:00

hmm... wednesdae morning end up all cannot wake up to go eat the duck rice... hahaX.... lol... then end up decide say go tec house play... kong long went there first... while i reach later... then after tt go jp play pool... then 9+ went home le...

thurs afternoon went bukit panjang at 4+ to help clear the virus inside my wrkplace computer... meet ah bao also coz she going make her nails n stuffs... then after tt went ichiban sushi to eat dinner... (*thx for the treat from ah bao....) then after tt rush back home to put some stuffs then went altec house meet the other go club... coz it's calvin birthdae after 12am which is on the 13la ...(*oh ya... happy birthdae to calvin & anna) then reach about 8+ 9... help them style their hair... then is down to dbl O... went in by 10... cover fee is only 15... went in... then drink abit...wait until 11+ then went to the dance floor to dance le.... about 12+ went to bar counter take a rest nget a drinnk wif kong long n his fling... heheX.... i'm just alone... lonely lonely... then after going to the restroom, then is back to the dance floor le... went to near to the DJ counter... then start dancing... notice tt got tis group of gals are like keep looking at mi n stuff... but din reali pay attention to them at first n continue dancing on my own... then they slowly dance over then one of them started to dance close to mi... then after tt started dancing wif her... hmmm... all the way to dbl O closing time... then she have to rush back home coz her father had been calling her whole nite... heheX... exchange number then left too... share cab wif ivan n calvin... calvin is dead drunk... hahaX... ivan almost there too... heheX... only left mi the most awake 1... hahaX... coz din reali drink much.... then reach home about 4+ thn went bath then went slp le...

fri morning wake up about 10 then went meet altec at 11 to go a job interview... then meeting kwong ann at lakeside mrt... then reach le then on the train... then agency called n say the company do not need any more ppl le... they had enough ppl le... dots... then end up i went to BBDC to do my enrolment (*YEA!!! FINALLY) then after tt meet kong long then went jp slack abit.. play pool awhile then after tt went altec house b4 going gernald house to ton.... hahaX.....

special msg 2 lynn:
heeX... shocked to c this special msg to u? hahaX... hmm... wht i wan to say? hahaX... firstly... so sorrie ah.... at first like din reali care when u approach mi... then secondly is my apologies if i did anything tt make u uncomfortable... hahaX... beri nice to meet u... heheX.... nice to have u as a fren too... u're pretty good looking... dun be afraid or mind about u being sweaty n dirty my clothes... it's ok.. hahaX... last of last... anything u can just sms or call mi... at nite if u cannot get to slp or stuffs... just give mi a call if u wan .. hotline open 24/7 for u... hahaX...

PS. u're the first gal tt i met in the club who make mi feel tis way... feel beri comfortable wif u... heheX....

爱的主旋律

男：是你在那个雨季走进我生命带着一点任性和温柔的表情*
女：是你在那个雨季赶走了孤寂温暖的笑容换我仅有的甜蜜
男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你你说这是幸运还是不可思议*
女：身边有太多风景我却停在这里说我傻的可以还不是因为你
男：是你的声音
女：带给我勇气
男：恋爱的频率
女：直到我心底
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：带着我幸福的主旋律
男：从前的实际
女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴
女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：爱的主旋律永远唱下去

*wht i am feeling now....

plS heLp! Xp

2007-04-11T00:48:00.000+08:00

hmmm... now doing a mass order for a product for laptops users... pls visit tis link...

http://forums.keeptouch.net/showthread.php?p=1854448#post1854448

everyone... if u have friends who are interested in the products... just contact n order thru mi... heheX...

morning went to kong long house dye hair... then after tt went altec house play game... but i not playing the com... doing stars using straws... preparing birthdae present... then fell asleep awhile on the bed... then end up kong long n altec bastard took photo disturb... dots... then about 5+ went home take a shower coz it's reali hot nowadaes... haiX... then went 176 there makan dinner... then went jp play pool then went home early le... going ivan father store eat duck rice for breakfast ... heard it's quite nice... din get to try... hahaX...

ok friends... so if any1 of u or ur friends are interested in the product... let mi noe... order thru mi... heheX... thx alot... promote tis product to all ur frens...

oNe thoUsaNd & onE

2007-04-10T01:40:00.000+08:00

back to bloGging... reAli becominG moRe laZy to bloG le... sometIme reaLi wondEr do ppl reAli reAd my bloG... -.-

wht i have being doing? nth in particular also but wrk wrk wrk.... being beri broke... so wrk for my own allowance....

sat was wrking at raffles city MPH bookstores... promoting the wizqubes as usual... being beri quiet tt place.... then about 3+ peArlyn gan-bAobeI camE visiT mi wiF her dAr daR... pass heR the phone... coZ her phoNe spoilT theN no phonE use borroW froM mi... then pack uP my thingS then go fOr breaK... firsT timE goinG 4 breAk wheN wrkinG tiS promoTer joB... haD BK for lunCh... treaT gan-BaobEii eat... then afteR tT theY go For smokE whIle i juSt slaCk 1 sidE doinG my stuFfs... then afteR tt went baCk wrk at 4+... then continuE as usual... but finAlly aT the enD of the Dae solD 1 set ouT... then reporT to jimmy (* my in-charge) then he replY sayinG i can actuAlly sell 1 seT aT the lousy loCation... gooD woRk... i am like... WTH? dotS... then wenT doWn bukiT panJanG meeT uP somE1.... then aftEr heR wrk senD her homE.... then wenT bacK homE puT down my stuFfs then go aLteC housE laN-paRty... coz his b'Dae tt daE... reaCh about 11+

sun morning at altec house playinG warCraft 3 + herO onlinE... about 3+ i realI cannoT takE it le... then wenT took a shorT nap until 6+ then went home slp.... then wake up about 9+ by oTousAn (*father) askinG somE stuffS... then found ouT my reLativE came fOr 清明... then a feW of thEm saW mi n arE all shoCked bY mY haiR... hahaX... then about 9+ 10 they went off... then i prepare for wrk le... got wrk at the samE placE... then wenT wrK... then as usual promoting... crowd is quite alritE... beTter than sAt i musT saY... then about 4+ wenT breaK again... BK again.... -.-... then went back 4+ 5 then wrk.... End oF the daE solD 1 seT agaIn... quitE glaD wif iT... reaCh homE then otoUsaN start naGging sayinG 2dae goT wrk still comE homE so laTe n stuffs... not goOd 4 thE bodY 1... haiX... 1+ then went slp le... beRi berI slpY...

mon wake up about 12+ 1... kong long ring mi uP go altec hoUse chionG gamE... then otouTo (*younGer brO) asK mi brinG hiS PE seT to hiS sch 4 hiM... he neeD urgEntly... WTH? then brinG down... meet konG lonG over the scH then wenT altEc houSe..... bomB hiS hP no ansWer... dotS... realI a slpinG goD.... :P... then about 2+ 3 then he called baCk whEn we undEr the blOck... then chat wif ppl awhilE... theN receivE 67 testimonals in friendster... (*kindlY proviDed by mAbeL-saN) then wenT up play untiL 7+... haD a lighT dinnEr at hiS housE (*ArIgaTou) theN wenT jP... wAlk arOund aWhilE then pooL... plAy a feW rounD go arCadE then afTer awhilE go homE le...

beinG doinG origami tiS fEw daEs... thouSand n one pieCe papeR crAne 千纸鹤 i gonnA maKe... for who? i myselF noT surE too... juSt heaRd b4 saY doinG it will leT a wisH comE truE... hopefullY? hahaX... deePesT wisH is imPossiblE... mayb shoulD wiSh fOr otheRs thinGS?? hahAx.... almoSt haLf waY donE.... heheX....

不用再问为什么不用再说些什么
了了懂了
我们都一直爱着
不用再担心什么不用再害怕什么
累了睡了
牵着手一起入梦了

shoRt pOsT

2007-04-07T01:32:00.000+08:00

will b a shoRt post... quite tired from wrk...

been wrking alot... on thurs went dbl o clubbing... drink dance relax... lol... nth much also... then is wrk wrk wrk again...

Happy Belated Good Friday To All of U!!!!

在我的世界里只有黑夜只有她可以把它亮起
但是她在哪？

我是个痛也不会说出口的人,
我是个贪心也注定要不到的人...
寂寞の庆

守护与爱护 (shou hu yu ai shou)

2007-03-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

eh... wht to write on... nth much happen thru the week.... just wrk wrk wrk...

thurs wrk....

fridae went for my bro "Meet the Parents" session at his sch in place of my parents who are both wrking... then after tt went to altec house meet the gang... slack awhile then go jp le.... then went to go makan... at first wan go watch the movie "Mr Bean Holiday" 1... then end up the rest of the gang went clubbing... dots... then after makan saw mabel wendy n liling... at first din notice dao them 1... then liling like saw mi first le then started waving to mi tt catch my attention... (*thx ah... else i tink i reali din c u 3* Xp) they quite surprise wif my hair color.... then chit abit then i went to the restroom... came back they are gone le.... then i went back arcade awhile then sms the gals to enjoy their movie.... then ling 小姐reply saying she din watch... went home le... (*aiyo... late le go home alone dangerous.... next time i send u back... i also lots of free times...* Xp) then about 9+ went go play pool while the others go club le... then play until 10+ then went home wif altec le....

saturdae.... hmmm... wake up 12+ then get dress up GOTHIC STYLE!!! mi sis help mi make up.... then went tpy pass thing to 大姐 then went town... she got shocked by my GOTHIC DRESSING n make up... then went orchard meet esther... she also shocked by my GOTHIC wor... hahaX... then walk orchard lo... go cineleisure eat ljs then meet dao ah g n liza.... hahaX... then eat finish go hmv take my stuffs then company esther go shopping for her wedding dinner dress... lots of ppl looking at mi lo... hahaX... then she after tt took cab back home... drop mi at woodlands which i took 960 to bukit panjang plaza to meet the others for our ex staffs gathering... hahaX... all are shocked by my dressing lo... still lots of ppl looking at mi... hahaX.... GOTHIC IS SUCCESSFUL AGAIN!!! heheX.... ate chicken rice tgt for dinner n slack outside mac tok cock sing song... heheX... take photos here n there... hahaX.... about 11+ then share cab home....

some pics*:

AH~! I WANNA EAT U UP!!!!

MI & AH BAO

sun is wrking dae... normal wrk dae.... heheX... then after wrk went toilet first... then end up 自恋inside... took 1 photo... hahaX...

自恋 in process... 大哥 is behind mi wor....

大哥jio go pub look for his gf... got some problem... end up go lo... spend my last $10 there... )':
haiX.... then about 1+ then went back le... reach home about 1+ 2 then slp... but din get to slp well... end up 6+ then slp...

mon is wrk again... ARGH... not enough slp... haiX..... I'M SERIOUSLY BROKE LE!!! beri tight budget.... waiting for pay dae... :) haiX... then spend my last small bit of money on my lunch... poor mi... then finish wrk go back home eat n slp le... beri tired....

2dae... morning wake up 陪 otousan (*father) go boon lay sign student line for my bro.... then went makan lunch... when eating guess wht? over at the next table... is the customers i served n sold disc to the dae b4 wor.... hahaX.... but they dunno is mi la... heheX.... reach home about 1+ then took panadol cold then went orh orh... then about 3+ got woke up by loud scolding by otousan... haiX... my bro again... then rot abit more.... 7 meet derek go st 52 get some stuffs then went back le.... reach home 7+ 8 then bath... otousan call back ask wan 打包anot? then 打包 for mi lo... then reach home i eat le then blog... now continuing rotting lo... no more wrk until tis sat n sun.... wrking at jurong point popular for wizcubes... hahaX... any1 free come disturb mi ba... i will entertain u as much as i can... heheX....

*more pics will be uploaded when i receive them... heheX...

我生命中的她，到底在哪呢?
我好想守护与爱护你，直到永远...

suRpriSed.

2007-03-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

erms... wht i can say? surprise tt she actually visit my blog & tag mi... din do anything also...

hmm... nth much to blog on tis daes... 2dae pei kok kiong go simlim square search 4 psp... but end up out of his budget then din buy... then go bugis junction walk walk awhile then go back jp waste time then go his gan ma house dye hair... hahaX... the color din reali come out as i expected but still ok.... then go jp meet the rest of the gang... then eat play go home le...

~words for her~
i learn alot of things since tt dae on... be it bad or good... i tink i have change for the worse... u can check it out wif sheryl if u wan... she recently got c mi b4.. so she noe....
getting back up n moving forward seems so hard at first.... but slowly... time reali can wash off n heal wounds.... but scars will always be there... i still trying my best to get up totally... as long as u r happy, i'm contented.

if u got read my past post... u should came across the post on the dae i pass u the present... if u read tis... wht i wan tell u is tt... wht i said at the end of tt post... it's all the truth in my heart which i wanted to tell u...

tiTle-leSs

2007-03-19T01:30:00.000+08:00

missing in action 4 quite a long period of time le... due of the fact tt i'm BERI LAZY TO BLOG... haiX... must find 1 way to cure tis laziness of mine.... haiX....

hmmm... wht i have been doing? hmmm... nth much also... had our sch of ICT gradutation/prom nite on the 2nd of march... morning wake up about 12+... go bath then took out my GOTHIC SET n get dressed... then went down BP look 4 our makeup expert, gary, to help mi draw draw GOTHIC makeup... dunno how to makeup then tt y ask our makeup expert... lalala~ then went off about 430... took 960 wif hui yi then change 171 go orchard mrt... went down at far east then walk over.... reach le... while calling the others on the phone then look around... din c any1 at first... then turn again... saw ivan... i walk over... he look at mi few seconds then he then KNOW IS MI SIAL... he cannot recognize mi at first look lo... whahaha.... SUCESS GOTHIC!!!! wahahahaX... the others then slowly turn up then all is shocked by the dressing... they dress up normally for a dinner function while i did stunts... whahahaX... went there.... the others c le also stunted... then tok cock abit then went into the function hall le... table 7... then si peng walk over say okok.... u go up stage liao... i like ur dressing 2dae... u b the prom king liao.. WTH? dots... at first wan sabo some1 else in the class 1... then end up got sabo instead.... dots... food is alright... then the event came.... went up to stage wif a few other guys... then have a competition lo... hmmm... wht to say... quite fun n interesting... every1 did a dance for the others... hahaX.... then is the time to choose the overall prom king le.... hahaX... (*female to choose the prom king while male choose the prom queen) for mi... i dun have much female luck... so din get much supporters... hahahaX... after whole function... busy taking photo here n there.... then after tt... left orchard hotel at about 12+ 1.... went over to cineleisure ton... watch movie play lan then took first train home.... reach home 6+ 7 am then wash up jiu slp le....

then wrk place sembawang got so call backstab by some1 inside... dun wish to blog the whole story out.... IMAGE IMAGE of company... so cannot... overall is i din get to wrk tis week... end up wang jia intro mi another part time promoter job... then went to wrk it... pay is the same... hahaX... so nvm... promote kids computer program... quite interesting.. call the wiz cubes... cfm is not for teens like us... hahaX... then everydae after wrk will go meet the gang tok cock relax abit then go home rest... hahaX... but sun is my last dae of wrk temporily... going back sembawang wrk le coz hui yi da jie plan mi liao....

overall.... wht i tink my luck in the new year (*lunar chinese new year not the ang mo 1)not beri good n not beri bad... wrk,family,sch is still ok... r/s? i have no more female luck le... haiX... the 1 fated in my life is gone le... is i myself din treasure her nicely... haiX... all i hope tt heaven will give mi another chance to meet some other gals fated in my life... haiX.....

gOthiC goThic cRazE...

2007-03-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

JaPst3r is nOw oN goThic CraZE!!!!

hahaX... noW is tHe bloGginG...

sun - 7 go prepare go my manger house 拜年... reach yew tee mrt at 910.... actually arrange to meet at 9... end up drag too long late le... hmmm... lucky i'm not the latest... hahaX... then about 930 like tt... all reach le then took 307 to my manager house... then the usual follow... hahaX... set down chit chat n eat snacks... then guess wht happen? liza (*one of my full time colleague) sms lian-jie (*one of my full time colleague) telling hui xin(*my another part time colleague) saying her eyes is swollen then cannot go wrk... then end up guess wht? i was asked to go wrk lo... should have rejected it sial... haiX... then bo bian go wrk... beri beri tired coz haven't slp yet... haiX... times n times almost doze off then fell onto the floor... haiX... then went buy coffee drink to try wake up abit... haiX... reach home 11+ then bath abit... 1+ the gang ask wan go hang out anot... i say anything... then go ask mother then while waiting for reply... i just blacked out.... dots....

mon - wake up 11+... beri beri tired.... then saw the reply... dots... i dozed off... then sms reply... then until 5+ then reply... dots.... hahaX... actually wan ask derek go bugis tgt 1... but he wake up so late... haiX.... nvm.... kaibin also ask mi go watch dreamgirls ar vivocity... then end up i reply him saying i waiting for derek's reply.. haiX... then go meet kit n monster at boon lay... then went kit house... but end up at niteX... still went to watch movie wif the gang... watch just follow laws... beri beri funny... had a great laugh... after movie go 651 makan... then call kit come down then went his house play majong...hahaX... play until next morning....

tues - reach home about 7+ to slp... wake up 2+ then coz derek got ask wan go melvin tan(*one of my lecturer) house 拜年anot...okok... then sms derek asking meet wht time n place... hereply at about 3+ saying 4 at jp... hahaX... late le... hahaX... meet derek at jp about 430 like tt... went NTUC meet his other classmates who i noe too buy stuffs for steamboat... bought quite abit... 100 over... hahaX... melvin paying... hahaX... then went his house then enjoy lo... hahaX.... then after eating started gamblingat usual... i just stay 1 side looking only... hahaX... then came back from the toilet then accidentally kick one of the toys of his children... haiX... then the third toe start to hurt abit... reach home about 11+... then look at the toe... still look ok... then online until about 2+ then went slp le...

wed - wake up found tt my third toe is swollen le... then red red somemore... ARGH~ pain pain... haiX... then blent abit beri pain le... haiX... bo bian lo... then sms derek at we arrange to meet at 130 but the weather so nice to slp then end up meet at 430... then went bugis buy clothes.... hahaX... GOTHIC!!!! hahahaX... GOTHIC FOR PROM NITE!!!! hahaX... i bet everyone will be damn shocked lo... hahaX... tried a few pieces... then finally decided on 1 set... derek say quite nice .... then buy it lo... after tt, when walking to simlim square... derek was saying just now at the shop when i am trying, got 2 ladies who came in to try another jacket... then according to the shop owner n her staff, both of them are actually looking at derek n mi sial.... he was saying tt.. the shop owner n her staff was saying... "the 2 cha bors come in say wan try jacket but actually wan c shuai ge s... tis trick i also noe leh... wan c just come in c lo... dun need say wan try jackeet 1..." dots... hahaX... i din realise it also... hahaX... but i also not shuai so no use for them to bio also... hahaX... then simlim hang awhile then 7+ went back jp... 830 reach back then took bus home le... then ask sis ta bao LJS to eat... then reach home eat le.. bath le... then blog... hahaX... so happy to get my GOTHIC SET... hahaX...

GUYS... GET RDY FOR THE GOTHIC QING!!!!!

7+ 8 hrS...

2007-02-25T05:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm... wht 2 bloG on... hmmm....

sun- meet wendy n mabel go movie 1.. then meet up le... then go q up for movie tix... then end up hor... alot of ppl sial... then end up go MOS burger there slack eat tok cock.... then until about 10+ pei them go pandan garden there coz they meeting their frens there... then after tt i took cab down tajong pager meet lawrence go drink drink... wt*? NEW CHAT not opened tt dae... then went to another pub... haiX... bad bad atomsphere... then feel beri sianX... went off about 1+ then took cab go fin fin house ton.... went over... some playing majong some playing ps2 some at the computers... hahaX.... watch them play lo... then do much.... then ate the curry chicken tt fin fin mother cook n left for him... then morning about 7+ reach home...

mon- slp abit... 1030 wake up... then prepare go bukit panjang(BP) there meet the others go MS auntie house 拜年... then meet kola n lian there... bao as usual is late... take cab... then long pang us go auntie house... after we reach then ah dean reach awhile later... then usual 拜年process..;. then take ang bao... then at her house tok cock eat eat play play until 3+ then went off... then started raining... wt*? then auntie drove us go bp the busstop there go take bus... the other went off their own way left mi lian n bao.... took 171 go yishun... bao going toa payoh n lian n mi going boss house... then reach there... meet the gang.... then took 854 go boss house... hmmm.... ppl will reali change over time... quite some time din c the gang then most of them reali change abit... hahaX... reach boss house... as usual... blah blah blah... then went third floor find ping nee... (* boss house is a 3 floor bungleow* did i spell correctly?) then tok cock abit... then SUDDENLY... stomache.... must be the curry chicken last nite... haiX... went toilet to "bomb" singapore abit... hahaX.... then after tt SHIOK ah... hahaX.... then went downstair eat abit... then gamble abit... no win no lose... then about 7 went off le coz kelvin got thing on... then took bus to yishun... then ah hui say go watch movie.... shi hui n her sis, hui n mi went watch... wendy went off 2 her fren house 拜年 n 1 more colleague (i forgot the name -.- PS) went back home.... PROTEGE is the movie we watch... nice nice movie... should go watch every1... hahaX... then took train back home... reach je then found out no more train le.... ARGH... then took 334 to jurong west st 52 area then went home lo.... (nearer than at je) then wash up then slp le....

tues - stayed home the whole dae... nth much... eat slp slp eat.... hahaX...

wed - wake up went go meet kit & allan at gek poh... they going there buy things... then hang awhile then went kit house... then at his house play noob majong.... then play play until kwong ann came... then went eat at central there... kit mother treat coz is her birthdae 2dae.... HAPPY BIRTHDAE AUNTIE... hahaX.... then after eating went jp wif ann n kit... then stay awhile go boon lay there coz ann meeting frens there... then went boon lay... alot of changes.... long time no come here le... then got this comic shop call 新天地... then went in then xue ni wrking inside... then chat wif her abit... then kit ask mi to help ask whether they still hiring ppl... then ask lo... then she reply saying can ask the manager.... the kit got a mini interview wif the manager... seems like good.... kit is getting a job soon le... hahaX.... then after tt went home le....

thurs - morning sms her asking if she free tml to pass her something.... then kit came my house w8 4 mi prepare go gek poh... then after tt fin fin come gek poh find us.... then after tt went jp eat play game.... buy gifts for tml... a card n something... then went home wif fin they all about 10+ 11.... then on the way back... she reply asking wht time n stuffs lo....so shocked tt she actually reply...

fri - woke up 930.... prepare went out.... reach her place about 1030... (*we arrange to meet at 11 under her block) then reach there she sms saying will be late, she is still at east coast... ok... lets w8.... 1 hr 2 hrs 3 hrs 4 hrs 5 hrs 6 hrs 7 hrs 8 hrs... 8 hrs.... i waited... then meet dao her... she wif the new bf... pass her the card n the gift then went off... seeing the new bf only make mi feel more pain in my heart.... then went jp meet the other eat... then play the BIG SWEET LANDS... spend 20 over there... hahaX... can say got spam la... hahaX... dun care... most important i'm quite down 2dae... so is to enjoy myself...

sat - wake up prepare wrk wrk wrk... wrk at cineleisure 2dae.... nth much is just tt beri busy 2dae... alot of customers... alot of things to do also... hahaX... knock off at 1120... left the shop at 1140... rush to the mrt station... thought miss the last train le... phew... lucky lucky... still got... took train home... then went home rest abit b4 derek say go supper... chat wif frens awhile then went out le... had a light supper coz i had quite a heavy dinner b4 tt... then went taman jurong s11 there sit down drink kopi tok cock.... then reach home 5+ went bath then blog le...

PS. the 8 hrs i waited.... i told quite a few ppl... they all have the same response... SIAO... U SIAO AH!!! 8HRS LEH... SO MUCH TIME TO WASTE SIAL... IS SHE REALI WORTH U TO DO SOME MUCH?..... only 1 thing to response to this.... the 8 hrs i spend.... in my heart.... i felt it's reali worth it just to see her for once... now i noe i'm actually willing to do something for some1 tt i reali love.... test of patience.... hmmm... giving mi the choice now to give up my everything to be back wif her again? i'm willing... but.... it seems impossible at all....

baCk 2 bloggiNg liFe...

2007-02-18T00:45:00.000+08:00

long long time no bloG le... n it's sure a bberi berin lonG timE... beinG too slacK n lAzy... hahaX.... hmmm... current status?

still single... poly life ended... finish my 3 years.... have nth much but time wif me... waiting for armY enlistment... livinG by the daE... haPpy-go-LuckY... hahaX...

hmmm.... change my blog layout... tried to update the template... then save... but end up keep going back the one 1 b4... according to liling-san*, blogspot laggy... need w8 for 1 dae... tt wht happen to her.... ARGH~~~~ 1 dae sial... blogspot laggy sial.... shouldn't have change to the new blogger.... haiX.....

vDae... intended tO staY homE wholE daE... dun wAn sqeEze wif couplEs on thE stReet... enD up kAi bIn draG mI go ouT companY him buY shoE... then afTer tt hE say still early... go watCh movie... anything... 2 guys watchinG abiT siaN theN starT lookinG for frEns waTch tgT... hmmm... finAlly founD wenDy n her goDsis, mabel (or mable* not sUre oF the spEllinG :p) hahaX.... weNt to wAtch ghosT ridEr... quitE nicE... thE 2 gaLs is shaRing mY blaZer.... poor galS... shariNg 1 small sMall blazEr in thE colD cinEma... afTer thE shoW seT down at staRbuCk drinK coffeE slacK... then starT chaTting... theN wenT meet derEk at JE then senD the 2 gaLs homE b4 goinG ouT supPer....

2dae is first daE of chinese neW yeaR... ytD a reunion dinnEr at homE wif the wholE familY... beri different from paSt yearS is tT tis year no relativE came to my houSe as mY parents din invite them... coz some small small reasons... hmmm... so tt means lesser ang bao 4 mI liaO loR... haiX... sadDed.... had streamboaT n sharKfin... yUMmy!!!!

activity foR thE resT of the daE of chinese new yeAr dae 1... hmmm... tink goNna roT at homE agaIn ba.... no1 jio mi gO out alsO... shouLd be all doing theIr visitinGs..... tt lefT mi alonE.... parenTs not doinG visitIngS.. i can'T be goiNg alonE to vIsiT relativEs bA... so wieRd.... hahaX....

daE 2 sembawang boSs iniviTe us Go hiS housE visIt... arrangE to meeT thE oTher colleaguEs go Down tgt... buT duN tinK stAyinG 4 lonG... hmmm.... ntH mucH to upDate le... wiLl bloG agaiN...

Wishing everyone a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. hopE evErything gO weLL foR everYonE...

hoLidaE

2006-12-22T00:56:00.000+08:00

hOlidaE noW.... berI harPi.... heeX...

hmmm... althrough is a 2 week holidae... but it seems no holidae 2 mi coz of assignments.... AVFE assignment 2 & 3, AA, UED, WISP, DPM..... Wth? dotS.... so many assignment... still got work at creative... haiX....

2dae iS the training + the briefing of the whole 3dae 3 nite sale period.... actually working in the nite shift then end up got transfered to morning shift.... tt mean lesser pay la... haiX.... nvm... the actual work start on fridae... 22- 24.... xMas evE... 24 hrs... my shift is from 10am -10pm... 2dae training quite simple.... actually not training also.... should be start moving the items out for sales le.... but actual sales start tml... hahaX... will blog on the working stuff latEr afTer the work? hahaX...

sat n sun roT at home wholE dae... gonna grow some fungis and some spiderwebs le.... hahaX... sat nite still got go out eat supper lucky... go wif derek kai bin n irving... go newton circus there makan.... derek drive.... reach home about 3+ am le....

mondae morning half rot at home.... then afternoon went out... as usual hang out jp meet the other... then go until like nite like tt go home...

tuesdae went sch morning 10am do AVFE assignment 3 storyboard... actually wan wake up at 8+... then end up wake up at 530... then jiu cannot slp le... sad....then in sch do until 1+ then makan... then simon yongjia heri go mma lab do AVFE assignment 2... since i din bring materials out... therefore go jp meet them again.... haiX...

wednesdae meet simon yongjia heri again go sch do AVFE assignment 2... then end up yongjia went off early then heri din come at all... yongjia came late also... hahaX... left mi n simon do until 5... spend whole dae n did nth... nb... keep converting the video to mpeg format coz thje avi format beri slow... then end up last 15 min b4 we left then the avi format not slow le... then can le... wtf?... then went jp went them AGAIN... then after tt went off wif ivan go meet his fren... hahaX.... go vivocity... then go walk walk abit... then about 10+ take mrt home....

P.S
*iF u even reAd tiS*
mY storY wiF heR is gonE.... i wisH her all the besT in her neW relationshiP...
some woRds to sAy 2 them...

to the ger:
wish u all thE besT in uR new R/S... friends always.... anything just come look for mi... will be there 4 u....

to the new guy:
now i pass her to u le.... protect her... love her like no1 else do.... care for her as much as possible....treAt hEr ways better than wht i did....
if i even noe tt she was sad coz of u... u will be sorry.... i may not noe who u are.... but i will found out if i reali wan... wish u all the best in the R/S...

toUchinG loVe stoRy...

2006-12-17T15:38:00.000+08:00

jusT haPpen to bRowSe thRough somE webbY that brinG mi to tiS stoRy....

the story is beri touching... if u got the time n dun mind reading chinese (coz it's all in chinese) go read it.... then forward to all ur frEns... beri touching story indeed....

actuaLly wan coPy the stoRy ouT... buT goT somE erroR wiF thE chinesE worDs...

the original stoRy linK is over here ...

qInG is jUsT a lOnelY gUy...

2006-12-14T12:29:00.000+08:00

when u left i reali lost a part of mi.... now the sms-ing have decreased... then almost no 1 to sms to... got no place to go... acrade is like a boring place... already quit acrade.... not much thing to do as home also.... go altec house also nth much to do or play... haiX... my life now is being totally screwed up... now even worse... now on almost 2 weeks holidae... then the work over at creative is like dunno got anot.... i already taken off from sembawang also.... haiX...

SCREWED UP LIFE....

~* 我的错 *~

飞机已离开机场
?选择了前往?的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给?的伤
学会坚强
从前的我不懂?牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想
让?慢慢慢慢失去了希望
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱?
我会仔细的聆听
?对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让?伤心
对?好好的去珍惜
请?相信我的心还是爱?
我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补?的伤
没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤?如此
不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当?在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错
错过这难得的拥有
就让?爱我的心慢慢溜走
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱?
我会仔细的聆听
?对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让?伤心
对?好好的去珍惜
请?相信我的心还是爱?

P.S. sPeciallY pOst fOr fEnG....

conFusEd

2006-12-07T02:14:00.000+08:00

hmm... MIA for 1 week.... mean 1 week no blog liao.... hmmm... wht did i do for the week..... sch as usual.... just that no lesson on thursdae temp.... coz ECAD practical is completed for now... as for the other part i still not sure leh...

common test round the corner.... which is next week.... only got 1 module to study... ECAD.... theory based... should i say i'm lucky? hahaX.... no la... still not tt lucky.... heheX... hmmm... no wrk 4 last week.... coz too many ppl liao... tis week only work 1 half dae on sundae... haiX... so sad....

got some things happen also... i will not mention who... but i can tell u 1 theory tt i reali found out... year end... about nov + dec... tt the time when most couple broke up.... i now can list out 2 u 8 case (including my own) of breakups... haiX... y izzit so sad?.... haiX... then sundae went shopping wif the group of singles.... altec driving... ann... & ivan.... went IMM walk walk.... went DAISO walk walk... then bought a small metal case for holding my cards.... n a laptop bag.... all for $2 each..... cheap.... heheX..... then went jurong west area makan laksa... at first no intention of eating... but altec & ivan buy le.... c it then got tempted to eat also... haiX... hahaX.... then eat finish went altec house rot awhile b4 going jp.... played NFS:Carbon demo..... quite fun... the normal NFS series lo.... then went jp le... then about 11+ then went home le.... on the way back.... altec and ivan took 240 while i take 198... then in front of mi is this 2 cha bo-s.... not bad looking... then after awhile 240 came first... they board the bus.. then altec sms mi say the gal in front of mi not bad... suitable for mi.... i then reply saying for viewing purpose.... hahaX... then guess wht he reply mi..... for f***ing purpose also.... i was like WTF?... then i reply dots.... then guess wht he reply again.... then b***job can liao lor... WTH? then i reply a -.-" sign n the msging end le... dots.... then the bus came then went home le....

mondae AVFE quite fun..... filming.... in my group, we are supposed to film a few shots of any thing.... then went downstair to green mall then film... i am being choosen to be the talent... which mean i will be the actor of the film lo.... then film film film... then after tt went back class to edit.... then i found out tt my face condition have gone quite bad le... haiX..... no enough slp + eating fried stuffs+not drinking enough water... haiX.....

tuesdae... morning class.... 9 -6.... haiX.... then went class for UED... completed the project.... then the lecturer came in give lecture awhile.. then call up teams to discuss our report... then after tt is CS time... hahaX.... but hor... quite laggy.... sad.... then AA lesson is practical... then david told us about our CA2... which have to be completed by next tuesdae.... then manage to complete it till the last part.... then no time to do.. haiX... next week ba.... then went jp meet the others then go check if my pay is in... lucky is in if not i will be like sad case.... hahaX.... then play awhile more then went home le....

wednesdae.... lesson as usual.... wake up late.... therefore late 4 lecture.... hahaX.... then after sch got thing on.... then went until about 12+ then bo bian share cab home... haiX....

P.S... 2 Feng.... if u will read this.... just to tell u that i beri beri happy that u will reply my sms.... i din reali expect say u will reply... althrough not much... but i'm still happy.... tis fri is meeting u then pass u the things.... i reali hope u like it... reasons for giving u on that dae is quite special.. u will get to know it soon... hope wht i wish will come true...

upDatE

2006-11-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

lonG timE no blog le.... hmmm... y leh? a few reasons... lazy + no mood + nth much to blog about.... hmmm.... din do much thing special during these times... except for going to CREATIVE to work at the warehouse sales.... the shirt provided beri beri nice.... kept wearing it.... hmmm... was working at the membership counter.... quite fun but tiring... alot of customers signing up 4 new membership + alot of problem customers... haiX... but overall quite fun.... good learning experience to add on to my current customer service.... bought a $39 2.1 CREATIVE speaker home... then change le... then sound simply ROCKS man!!! hahaX.... hmmm... then went back to sch on mon then got to book out the camera for AVFE lesson.... beri interesting... hahaX.... then stayed back after sch do UED website.... din start anything coz of the CREATIVE work... then do on mondae.... do until about 7+ 8 then go home wif ivan... then reach home about 830 like tt... shocked to c mama home le.... she came home early tt dae.... 530 reach home le... then go bath le then listen music awhile then go slp le....

next dae wake up go sch do presentation 4 the UED website.... then after tt go makan then AA lesson.... then after tt went clementi meet derek go jp buy thing.... then walk walk abit then went home le.... went home then wan play PSP then found out my PSP wierd wierd 1... then on it then go check... NB... VERSION 2.82... fuking bro... go update my PSP..... then he reach home scold scold scold until he jialat jialat... still wan tok back.....

2dae.... morning wake up going bath... then style hair... then found out some1 being using my wax... NB.... him again.... he reali testing my patience.... soon soon... then went sch have lesson.... then do UED report then went jp wan meet elfin they all... but by 530 like tt.... which mean i reach jp for 30 min le... still no1.... dulan then went home le... then after tt kwong ann ask mi go altec house... then 745 went over then after tt about 10 + gernald came then went makan supper.... then go back altec blk there tok cock abit then went home le....

during these time... din reali sms her also.... scare she will angry like b4 coz i keep faning her.... then when 1 nite i sms her good nite then i din reali expect her to reply.... but hor... the next thing i noe i got her reply... quite happy when i saw it.... the first nite which i slp so soundly.....

PS... Feng... if u c this... i wan tell u tt everytime when i sms you.... i always look forward to the reply... althrough some time to no avail.... but i noe sometime is u reali busy din reply... i noe we are not like b4 le... but i reali hope wht i wish 4 will reali come true.... if giving mi the ability to turn back time... i promise u that i will nv do the same thing i did 2 u b4....

titleLesS...

2006-11-20T20:18:00.000+08:00

hmmm... slowly gaining back my mood... but still as bad.... hmm.... it's being less than 1 week since then saddest thing happen... hmmm..... fridae went 4 my medical checkup... early morning 6+ wake up le... prepare then go out le... on the way to the bus-stop... got thing wierd wierd empty empty 空虚 feeling... just feeling it all the way to taking the bus n the train to redhill... then change bus to 145... alight at thw wrong stop which is harbourfront.... dots... -.-".... then took a cab back to CMPB... about 5+.... went in... go thru the security check... lock my hp in the locker... then go CMPB check up le.... the stations inside shall not blog about them... in summary can say is quite fun... heheX.... then finish the whole thing about 11.... then took cab back to sch for IS.... IS is still beri fun and interesting as normal.... hahaX... then after IS went back home to rot....

saturdae... hmmm..... wake up 1+... then online while... then look look rot rot abit then went back slp again... then went bath about 6+... then just came out then elfin sms mi 2 go out.... at first still deciding not 2 go out le... haiX... then nvm.... then get change then went out lo.... no mood to eat... so din eat anything much also.. then about 11+ then went gernald blk then tok cock.... then after tt elfin going pioneer mall meet chen yan... then tag along coz later going meet derek hang out supper.... then go mac there tok cock lo... then about 110 like tt.... went under derek blk w8 4 him.... *as he request us*.... then go timah there eat.... then tok cock abit then decided go pioneer mall continue tok... then about 4+ then went home... bath then went slp le...

sundae is working dae.... went late for work.... then after awhile about 12+ derek called and say... KNN.... i c wrong my checkup date.... is 12 DEC.... not NOV.... wtf? then he say come down meet mi eat lunch... ok lo... then i forget bring thing out... then ask him help mi go my house take.... hahaX... waikit and allan wif him also leh.... so still ok... then they reach.... went to walk walk c wht 2 eat... then end up go eat long john..... haiX.... long john the bullets to kill the chicken is being more experience le ba... dunno y the chicken so small sial..... undergrown... hahaX.... eat le then went back shop then c beri crowded..... wth?... then saw gary inside like beri stress n piss off like tt... i noe he piss off coz i went 4 the break too long le.... then say sorrie 2 him.... then continue work lo... then the others three inside just disturb disturb abit awhile then went off le..... then continue work lo.... then about 5+ big potato came down pass mi the DEATH NOTE comics... then jiu went off coz he got something on.... oh ya... forget to say... coz Xmas is coming.... then my shop decorate for Xmas liao... then got this 金三顺 pig then they put a Xmas hat on it sial!!! then so cute... hahaX... then decided take photos wif it sial....

Am i cute?

getting rdY 4 XmAs....

cutie pig + mi...
* but wht i hope the pic is taken wif u*
then work is as normal lo.... then went home about 10+ then bath le jiu slp le.... haiX... nowadae easily tired.... dunno y....

2dae is sch dae.... went sch 10+ reach about 11+ 12....then go lecture... ivan not coming ask mi help him to sign his attendance.... then after lecture go makan.... makan finish then went to lvl 4 lab to hand in my AVFE assignment 1.... then about 2+ kaibin call mi 2 pass mi the DEATH NOTE poster which he manages to help mi get.... *THANKX KAIBIN*.... then when i went back class then the presentation starts... then present as normal.... then after tt david gave us some time to modfiy our work abit to get a better mark... then modify abit le then hand in... then after tt have to form groups 4 the other assignments..... then... hmmm.... got things happening here n there... dun wish to blog it... hmmm... then w8 4 kaibin then go clementi change 99 go home....

PS. NO MATTER HOW SMALL THE CHANCE IS... I WILL NV GIVE UP.... I WILL W8 4 U.... FENG... WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU....

pAiN...

2006-11-16T22:17:00.000+08:00

last niteX totally cannot slp... coz reali is too sad le... i always thought i can 放得下 a relationship... but now i totally found out tt it is reali reali difficult.... beri beri hard to 放下 the relationship....

this morning went bath at 615 like tt... then took cab down to her blk there... then waited for her.... sms her saying i currently downstair... then she came down then we started toking... quite a long tok we had i must say... but in the end... total saddness.... haiX...

then she going her fren house do project... taking cab also.... w8 wif her for cab b4 taking 947 to interchange change bus go sch.... reali broke down and tears realli r dropping... reach sch... then find a place in atrium then set down on laptop.... then chat wif frens online awhile... get advices here n there... therefore... i decided tt i will re-jio her again to gain back her love n her trust...

PS to Feng.... the photo card we took together i always bring it wif me wherever i go to..... always tinking of the good times we have together... i noe wht i say now is already too late le coz i had already hurted u... but i will not give up on u... no matter how small is the chance... i will still try... i promise u tt i will change... definitely... for you.... love u lots always.....

dePressioN moDe...

2006-11-15T22:13:00.000+08:00

2dae marks the end of my 3 month 1 week + relationship... actually i reali being a real BASTARD in this relationship... at first i am like dun care hack care n wht so ever... then after 3 months i then realised tt i being a total BASTARD all this time.... then when i decided to change for her... it's totally too late le... haiX... totally my fault for being so bad at the start... haiX... wish u luck in finding a better guy.. alot better than mi 1...

JaPst3r HAS BEING A REAL FUCKING BASTARD ALL THIS TIME...

haPpY-gO-luCkY...

2006-11-12T13:24:00.000+08:00

hmmm... thursdae got nth much 2 do... go sch do practical le then went off jp meet elfin makan.... then about 9+ went home le... nth do sial... then slp early tt dae coz tml lesson at 10....

fridae is the most intereating dae... heheX.... have both interesting modules and lecturers le then went library do the UED storyboard.... when doing.... found tt jem got 1 interesting thing in his file sial.... hahaX... "Licence to bullshit"

nice sign.... LICENCE TO BULLSHIT
then about 3+ went off le... then i go work at plaza... reach about 4 like tt, but i work at 5... went arcade play 1 game... then go walk here walk there... then went back shop rot awhile then start work at 5.... work work... rdy to work.... hahaX.... Warcraft 3 voices.... called elfin they all asking where they about 8+ n from my phone they like cnanot hear anything.. WTF? my phone is going spoilt le... sadd.... then use sembawang phone call them... they say they at PS... then i ask if wan mi go down find them after work... they say they not staying late... ok lo... then after ahile went 7-11 buy sogamilk drink... then c the pocky then decided to buy... then got promotion... 2 for 1.85... bought 2 lo.... then went back shop eat....

Pocky+Vitasoy
then after work went home rot.... w8 4 them online then play Dota dotA a round then i go slp le....

saturdae slp slp slp until 2+ wake up.... hahaX... becoming pig le.... wake up.... online.... check email... then andrew call ask going out anot? i also not sure.... then i called elfin he say he in jp le... then went prepare go out... wore a long sleeve wif my jacket outside.... then spike spike hair then went take bus to jp meet elfin.... call andrew ask where is he and he wan eat anot... he say coming down now... ok lo... then rot in arcade awhile more then andrew called ask mi go GV c if long q coz he watching show later wif cha bo.... hahaX... then he reach... bought the tiX.... then after a few games then go eat eat.... have western food.... fish n chips.... eat le value shop buy drink then play awhile more.. then andrew say he going watch movie le then elfin and mi follow behind wan jio who the cha bo... heheX... then jio le went comic connection... then after tt go home le... then i at home play PSP then alan online then we play kong kong online... hahaX... nth to play le..... play until 2+ then went slp le....

pic of mi b4 going bath.... heheX... 2dae.... dun noe whether going out anot.... just wake up about 1+... then nth 2 go... elfin sms mi say later he going dinner at jp about 7... he now going PS work the UGC.... heheX.... then i reply him saying c how... hahaX.... dunno yet.... when the time reach then say....

- scH + woRk...

2006-11-09T01:59:00.000+08:00

mondae sch dae.... after sch went work.... coz last time not enough ppl.... then work work lo.... then er fang called asking if can borrow her laptop coz her laptop reformat no ms word 2 use 4 her report.... then i got called some1 asking him things 1... then tink he last min totally cock up then nvm lo... then i finish work le rush home then took my laptop and pass er fang at her house there.... then went home bath le then slp le...

tuesdae is like normal sch dae lo.... skip morning lesson.... wake up about 1030.... reach sch about 11... meet her go have lunch together... then after tt go down square.... then tok tok awhile then she go her lesson then i went meet simon they all..... the gang... heheX..... then after AA lesson is fine... finish le meet kai bin then went home le.... kai bin go 4 his cca training... i reach home makan instant noodles then watch tv..... then sis ask where my laptop... she wan use... dots... then i sms er fang ask if i can get my laptop back anot... ok lo... then i went down about 10+ get my laptop then back home... bath le then use net awhile after my sis use... then went slp le.... coz 2dae have to wake up early leh... 7+ to go work...

hmmm.... 2dae skip sch to go work at HQ.... morning wka eup 730... bath then go out le... the train journey is long & slpy... almost fell aslp on the train.... then meet ah hui at yio chu kang station... then took 72 go HQ.... then start work liao.... unpack stock do stock pack stock... tt wht basically wht i'm doing... then about 12+ ah hui got called down to thomson plaza to work... then left mi 1 person 可怜可怜 over there to do the stocks for VIVOCITY.... yesh ah... sembawang opening 1 outlet in VIVOCITY... n i am going over there to work liao... muhahaha..... can work more liao... then can earn more.... haha.... oh ya... got called up to cfm the working at creative warehouse sales during 23-26.... heheX.... more jobs more jobs... wan earn lots or money.... save save save... heheX... some pics taken from the HQ when working.... oh ya forget 1 thing..... i din eat my lunch at all 2 do the stocks... heheX.... HUNGRY HUNGRY....

可爱 hor? cutie taper wif my earphones...

messy table... mean we got do work 1 hor....

unfinish stock.... still got so much sial....

haha.... then about 6 thomas going off le... then he ask wan go out together... then he going his ah ma house at commonweath.... then he long pang mi there lo....n then i take train back to jp meet elfin eat dinner....the train i tink reach clementi ba... then got this 2 fuhua sec cha bo-s board the train.... then they are standing near to mi... i am like listening to my JPody *(aka IPod)... then they look normal lo... average looking... then they are like toking toking and looking looking at mi sial... ??? then i dun care lo.... i just smile smile then listen to JPody.... then reach jp le... then my cabin is in front of the lift... guess wht?? they went down the train first... ok... then they went over to w8 4 the lift... then i just walk past them go over the stairs there the w8 4 ppl clear abit first..... then i go down.... hmmm.... when w8ing... then i notice tt the 2 gal gal come over also... then w8 beside mi.... then when going down.... some how they went down first.... then when they tap out i am behind just tap out also.. they are like keep looking at the back dunno looking at wht... then reach jp le.... i go take elevator first... then behind is abother 2 gal gal... nvm... the 2 gal gal just now is right behind the 2 gal behind mi.... i went 2 third floor they also third floor.... dots.... mayb is i tink too much le.... heheX..... then went into arcade find elfin... then end of story le.....

have subway coldcut trio 1 feet permasans bread wif extra vege regular set meal.... heheX.... hungry hungry.... makan finish went back arcade play abit then went off le.... hmmm..... here a pic i take myself before cutting my hair.... pose cute cute 1.... hahaX....

hahaX... act cute.... can give mi some comments also... hahaX... dun reali noe how to take nice photos of self...

drinK drUnk Drank...

2006-11-06T00:51:00.000+08:00

thX so muCh tt my flu is slowly gone... recovering from it soon le... sch at normal... nth much... work is getting more jialat each week.... working hrs keep on getting lesser and lesser... haiX.... *any1 wif jobs can intro mi? * feel like getting another part time job...

fridae work after sch... at first thought is 530... finish IS about 3... then decided to follow the others go "update" game list... heheX... help elfin bought a FFXII english version dvd.... then cc abit more then went take 184 to plaza.... reach about 4+ 5.... so happy... thought starting work soon le... then realise saying i START WORK AT 6..... WTF??? OMG!!! then went to game master chat wif the staff... played his NDSL awhile.... NDSL roX man!!! tink will save up 4 one.... heheX... then work at normal lo.... finish work about 945... go jp meet elfin pass him the game... then reach home about 11 like tt... 1 round of dota... then went to meet 'Zhou Gong' le..... =X...

sat work half day also.... 5pm.... morning got woke up by mother say want go market anot... ok lo... wake up prepared went out.... long time no market wif my mami le.... then buy things le... eat breakfast... then went home... reach home about 11+ 12.... went to pass all my waste materials out.... then use the net.... read email and found a new way of tie-ing my shoelace sial....

after tie-ing then went take a nap... wake up about 315.... then went prepare then go work le.... then sms lawrence asking him meet where coz later going out wif him.... then end up meet jurong east entertainment.... bought a green tea from mac then sit outside on 1 of the table waiting... then end up meet them about 11+.. then some problem cock up then end up reach the pub about 12+... the pub is in tanjong pager area called red pub..... chinese is called 红坊区 (hong fang qu).... then went to in to drink lo... then found out say actually they closing soon le.... wtf... then drink a few glass then went off le....

derek got sms saying wan to eat supper... then decided to meet them at chinatown the porridge there... then from the pub take cab down lo... then eat eat chat chat tok cock then reach home about 3+ 4... bath le then go slp le....

2dae morning wake up then decided to get my hair cut.... then reach 2 way salon about 2+... my appointment at 230.. but i started about 215 like tt... cut short.... then highlight copper and brown color.... total about $76 like tt... then went jp meet elfin they all for dinner... then after eat play game abit then w8 for ivan come.... but the others went off le.... then went down together meet altec they all tok cock outside coffee bean.... then about 11+ went off... reach home 11+ also then went bath... then now blog le.... lucky tml lesson is at 12... so can slp later abit... heheX.... will stop here le.....

doWn wiF flU

2006-11-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

hmmm..... haiX... now down wif flu... haiX... cannot be as hyper active as b4 le... sianX... nvm... will try my best to recover fast....

2dae, wake up about 11... then suddenly rmb... shit... my lesson start at 12 sial.... not at 1.... haiX... the niteX b4 mix up wif thurs timing.... haiX... then decided to take my time slowly... skip the AA lecture 2dae... reach sch about 12+... went atrium bought sandwich to eat... breakfast.. then slowly walk to class.... had a short dae 2dae... finish ECAD... then stay back awhile to do WISP... then meet allan take bus go home ... raining damn heavily.... was playing psp on the journey back to jp... sms elfin ask if he going jp... then reply saying dun noe... then decided to give jp a miss and went straight home....

reach home.... on laptop... then go wash leg... then find my medicine 4 flu.... then have a hot milo and some biscuit b4 taking the medicine... after eating... then went to use the com.... da jie then called mi on the phone to ask mi about editing photos 1.... then i tell her send mi the photo i help her make... then she online msn then send mi.... help her designed the promotional pic....

i must say 2 u all... reali.... the desert she selling damn nice.... her shop is located at toa payoh area.... contact mi if u wan the whole address... heheX....

then suddenly feel damn slpy... must be the medicine start to take effect le.... then went to slp awhile.... wake up about 10+ le... then went bath... then eat abit then blogging le.... then now start to feel slpy again le.... haiX... but b4 tt.... a game of dota first.... heheX....

scH daeS...

2006-10-30T20:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm... 2dae went sch in the morning... about 10+ leave house... actually meeting ivan go sch together... but last min cock up abit... so went sch myself.... reach sch about 1140 like tt... wtf? lesson start at 12... i'm the first? dots... haiX... took out psp play awhile then the others slowly turn up le.... hmmm... had western for lunch 2dae... then went back 4 class at 2... then was doing the assignment 1... sound assignment... finish at 5... the others decided go canteen 3 get a bite... then tag along extra abit... heheX... playing psp also... din eat... then kai bin called asking where am i... then meet him go back home... went co-op buy white chocolate and POKKA greentea.... yeah ah!!!! heheX.... then w8 for 154 go clementi change bus 99.... on the 154... saw tis cha bo... not bad looking... i looking at her she also looking at mi... heheX.... *notice... just look only... nth much... =X*.... hmmm... then on bus 99.... listen to ipod... then fell aslp time 2 time... then finally reach home then c my hp bill.... 100+ wtf? i already cut down alot on the usage liao leh.... haiX... sms too much le... only 500 free sms.... sianX.... not enough use 1.... tink of changing plan le.... haiX...

sat morning went bukit timah eat breakfast.... then went westmall walk walk abit... then went down VIVO city walk walk lo... coz at home also nth do... hmmm... VIVO city... like marina square like tt.... tt wht i tink la.... got ppl standing on the platform dancing some more.... dots.... hmmm.... then after tt take bus 30 go home..... damn long... buttom pain sial.... then reach home bath le... then go slp le....

sun is WORK dae.... heheX.... work work work.... quite boring during some time of the dae.... lucky got mei mei-s time and time to bio so not so sian la... heheX.... then had mixed vegetable rice for dinner... lunch only have bread lo.... hmmm.... then after work go find lawrence at TS... hmmm... then go lot 1 slack slack abit... then tok cock abit then go home bath then slp le.... heheX.....

New Blog

2006-10-28T03:10:00.000+08:00

yo.... back into blogging again.... din blog 4 quite long time already le.... time reali fly...

just in a blink of eyes, last sem in sch le.... attachment completed le... now back in sch 4 lessons... lessons are fun and interesting, especially on fridaes.... heheX... simply love fridaes... m(^_^)m... lecturers are still ok 4 all the modules, classmate still the same.... whole load of us all undergo changes... some big some small... hmmm... growing into more mature ppl? heheX....

quite broke during month end... job suX up big time... got cut down on working hrs... haiX... saddness 101%... lucky she was there to support mi along... heheX... so sorrie tt u have to suffer wif mi... hmmm.... start to love to rot at home... spend time slping + slping + slping + slping.... zZz... getting tired easily nowadae... last time not like tt 1... haiX... sign of getting old & useless le... =X....

hmmm.... 2dae just created tis blog... decided not to write too much... heheX... okok la... the truth is not nth much more to write on le... hahaX.... stop here 4 the time being.....

P.S.... Always Remember :-
SHINIGAMI EAT NOTHING BUT APPLES....